She's Alive

Lord help me, I think I may be feeling better. I am now starting my 2nd trimester and I think I see a light at the end of the tunnel. Baker and Mary Rowe were so easy. I always thought I was just mother earth who could just wiz through all my pregnancies and then just plop them out in the rice fields, but this one has proven me wrong. In fact, it has just kicked my ass. I would love 4 children, but unless our 4th comes from China or some other far off land, it is not happenining. It won't be coming out of this body! I am too old. All hail Mom for having Clark at 37. Crazy woman. So my advice for you youth, have your babies young. The good news is that I am still not showing. Ahhhh, enough whining. Have a good week.