Honesty

is sometimes not the best policy. I was way to honest today about everything. When the drapery maker called to ask why I didn't give him the job I said, because your unorganized and unprofessional. And when my friend told me she was going to throw a surprise engagment party for one of our friends I told her, I am sad because I feel like our group of girlfriends kindof skipped over our engagement and we never went to dinner or did anything to celebrate. I have pretty much been celebrating with all Justin's friends, but my girlfriends haven't asked to get champagne or anything and it's almost been 1.5 months. So I was sad. Well turns out, the party was for me and they have been planning it for weeks! I RSVP'd no to the party because I was so bummed that I got skipped over. So I've been digging myself out of that one tonight. Mom told me I was her feisty daughter. I concur. I am feeling like a horrible person and hope tomorrow is a better day.