Haven't I done this twice before?

Well, it is 5:20 in the morning and I have been up all night. Feel awfully stange and think I might be barking up the baby tree. You would think I have never done this before. This one is so different though that I just don't know. I have been in so much misery for so long that I think my tolerance has just built up. We shall see. Starbucks opens up in 27 minutes so I am going to go there, wait for Dill to get up and then see how it goes. I don't want to be that person who gets sent away from the hospital in false labor after having to get a friend watch the kids etc. I also, however, don't want to be the person who has a baby at their house or in their car. A seemingly fine line to me. I am probably talking crazy and am a bit delerious. Bag is packed and in the car though. Got a bunch of great new makeup at Sephora so I don't look like dogmeat in the photo ops just in case. Love to all.